Beauty in conflicts (revisited)..

To defend or deny what you think is a sign that you are alive. You are definitely allowed to be inconsistent, contradictory and unbound by conventions. But still your job should be finding a neutraliser for your emptiness of existence and not just to succumb to forelornness.

Just because your path is different doesn’t mean you are lost. You are creating a new path, according to your adaptiveness for either brightness or darkness.

You don’t have to be equitable within the circle just to label yourself as a sane person because sanity is the insanity which is the new normality for the society, a persistent cozy lie.

You can be an amiable, cordial person, with a kind heart, and still say no. You can have your limits. It’s true that you have to act in concert to live in the world, but to survive as yourselves, you have to act alone and decide.

If someone is hesitating to choose between you and someone else, help them in making their decision by stepping aside and telling not to choose you. Why bother their hesitation. Right?

You can either provoke the chaos of your conflicting impulses or you can calm it down. You are the creator of your own riddle and trying to solve it just to save yourself from boredom. You are the conflict. You can make it productive by critically creating creative ideas.

You are your only limit. Fears that you don’t face become your limits. Never succumb to these fears. People will definitely push to your limits, but when you finally fight back, you will become the mean one. Let it be. I call it having mastery on yourself which comes from consistently going beyond your limits. I call it enlightenment which comes from expanding your consciousness from the present limits.

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To fly and fly..

Is this my ablaze on the ground

Or the sky just sprinkled it’s shine?

As the star of my name,

within this constellation,

Just begin to twinkle,

To radiate it’s sparkle.

As my divine reflection,

Taking me into the heaven,

Letting go of entangled strings

of my concealed destination.

I’ll break open the cage,

I’ll expand over my breath,

To fly and fly,

Long enough and high.

Am I the old me

With fear of being unique,

Or accepting myself to be exclusive?

As the burden of all the debts,

just fell off my chest.

With only the flash to remind

Of all cherished moments and time.

As I sail in the waves of my passion,

As I leave all my confused direction.

As I paint rainbow of my colors,

As I believe in the existence of my vigor.

I’ll break open the cage,

I’ll expand over my breath,

To fly and fly,

Long enough and high.

My vivid Darkness

When the darkness turn up,

My distractions were gone.

Giving space to my confidence,

Ceded the strength for my runs undone.

Heap of thoughts swirled in a circle,

Trying to uncover the unseen oracle.

My darkest moments

Focused on my shadow of thoughts,

Questioning itself while asking it to stop.

“If there is no light,

How can you see your shadow so bright?”

Then my shadow of thoughts,

Played twisted game with my conscience,

Then immersed in my vigilant soul.

This was where I got my answer,

To focus the guiding light which earlier seemed farther.

Now my torn out book of hope is a whole new,

Now my music is complete which was stopped halfway through.

This light in my darkness,

It twinkled like a star,

Connecting the dots, carving the good and bad apart.

Via Daily prompt: Focused

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I wrote first four lines of this poem in the comment section of one of my fellow blogger. Thanks to him and his beautiful poem “In the darkness”. And i will appreciate if you can let me know what do you infer from this poem because i want to know if i am capable of conveying my thoughts via poetry.

 

 

 

 

Insignificant Existence

Words become more than words when one feels them into existence. I am writing this because I realized how we just emphasize on big significant things or moments around us with the impression that these are the ones which can affect our lifestyle, our thinking, and our perceptions. But we never really endorse the small petite things which also has the ability to influence your life.

Above there, either you can see the same blue sky every day or you see same stars just as some dots lying there. But have you ever noticed a single star continuously twinkling with the same energy as before? When I look at it, it tells me to shine continuously no matter how vast is the darkness. And there is nothing wrong in darkness. After all a certain darkness is needed to see the stars, to appreciate the brightness. Have you ever observe the dawn or sunset? Every time you see, it will have different shades of bright colours. Sometimes more red, sometimes a little. How dynamic these changes are. How beautiful these transformations are. Each one can tell a story to you. Each one can capture a beautiful moment with you.

World is a miracle, every last glorious inch of it. And I want to feel the existence of each instant, small or big because now I know there is no such thing as insignificant. If something exists, it has some role to play. You just have to perceive the importance of it.

I am incapable of drawing single stroke at any present moment. There is a lot to capture in that moment. Thousand unnoticed plants are noticed by me. I want to grow familiar with countless indescribable forms of insects and flies and the power of that invisible air which sustains us.

We say the world is unpredictable because we are unaware of the presence of so called insignificant existence. We are just focused in our own prime existence. Our thinking is ruled by forces of chances we get and the coincidences we strike with. These chances and coincidences are nothing but some fragment of life which goes unnoticed.

You might think you are not important in this world but you know maybe someone out there hears a song in radio and it reminds them of you. Someone remembers a joke you told him and he is laughing in the middle of the road. Someone remembers you every time he looked at a 10 rupee note because you gave him 10 rupee in time of his need.

So why can’t we give some importance to some trivial things and see what are they doing in our life? Very few people can appreciate the nice weather outside as first thing in the morning rather than getting ready for work and planning for the whole day schedule. Very few can appreciate that they are still alive to get the chance of making their day a masterpiece.

So there is no need for a significant moment or change in your life which can influence you or which is influence by you. Every crumb of living and non-living entity can be appreciated for their presence in your life.

Just want to say at last, It doesn’t matter if your glass is half empty or half full, just be grateful that you have a glass and there is something in it….

 

Nature’s majesty

Essence of nature

Everywhere we see,

The hill, the wind, even the bumblebee.

Rising of the blazing sun,

Following the dusk for the moon to come.

Flowers blooming through dirt,

Spread the fragrance and then accept to shed,

Kindness

Feel the compassion, feel the tenderness,

Learn the tender gravity of kindness.

When the fault need to lie, offer your shoulder,

When the weak needs help, make them stronger.

Pour out words to fill someone’s thirst,

Where all their sorrows can be dispersed.

Try a random act of kindness and support,

With no expectations of gain and reward.

Feel the greater delight by making someone smile,

Spread the positivity that can go a very long mile.

via Daily prompt: Sympathy